Soooo I’m back again. I’ve finally had the realisation that I need to look after myself. I can’t expect other’s to make me happy if I’m not happy with myself.
I don’t think I’m ever going to be ecstatic with myself but hey… happy is a start.
I’ve also realised that I only really seem to blog when I’m single which needs to stop!
Being single again has really made me evaluate myself and what it really means to be me.
Is this butch? Femme? Inbetween? Gay? Straight? Pansexual? Who knows….. All I know is that I am who I am and I’m not going to let anyone dim my flame ever again.
I almost feel like I would benefit from going to one of those buddhist retreats….
to “find myself”
I think I’d probably just get lost!!