So I fucked up
All I wanted was to break down those walls.
It seems I’m not as strong as I thought I could be.
Always felt overshadowed, monitored and compared.
I wanted to fix you,
To help heal those wounds.
Those big soft healing eyes,
Overflowing with pain, anxiety, fear…
I just wish I could make it all go away,
You make me feel so inept.
Maybe I’m not as strong as you need me to be.
Maybe I’m not what you need